The Invitation

The invitation

The most terrifying thing I have ever done…

Heeding to the call of the true feminine

Allowing her to take me to my knees
In reverence
In Service
In absolute humility
In absolute power
And radical responsibility

She is the truth
as paradox
Incontestable

She is the liminal

She is and is not

She is chaos
She is motionless motion

The symphony of the galaxies
swirling in perfect harmony

She is the dark
The cave
The ring of death and birth in one

The most terrifying thing
I can do
is
Heed still to the call of this wild feminine

I faced death
I gave birth
I leapt and
I fell
I lost it all
Yet
I gained my sovereignty
I lost my “self”
Yet
I claimed my freedom

I faced my own shadow
And
my own power

To be
simply
To be
Her
As her
The One
Expressing through me

Through the pleasure of my body writhing in sensuality

Through the ferocity of my roar in protection of my child

Through the rhythm of my dance with the elements and forces of nature

Through the passion of my creative womb seeds sprouting

Through the grief of tears released during each portal of transformation

Through the language of my visionary day dreams and moonlit musings

In my gentle yet potent connection to the divine,
my ability to dissolve into the one
to know the nature of creation and its mystery without effort
With clarity
And unquestionable certainty

It is the most
Terrifying
Thing

Yet I cannot choose otherwise
I cannot look back
And so it is
And so I am
And so I am
And so it is
And so it is
And so I am